I received an odd message passed along by our corpse, it is postmarked from the land of Slang. It was written in caution and did not beg a response, but did incite me to open the window and realize new thoughts were about. I was happy to see them about. I, I am not content, […]
For the first time in a long time I am content. I ‘m not sure if that’s good or bad, but it is a welcomed change. I want to stay out there AND escape here, but at least Im not fantasizing about running any more
I found something new here.   Â
I know the answer to it. I don’t even think I’m asking you. Â
The spaces I make disappear. Why? What I want to say cannot be said without the proper silence. Without the proper space.Â
And Again we’ll see. Again, I am blocked.Â
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Time is not moving the way I feel he is. In fact, I do NOT believe he exists (If indeed it is a he). But the clocks speed ahead and I wait for them to wind down but they gain momentum… they gain speed, and they gain power. I cannot escape it. I see it […]
And my comfort level has dropped. How does it work? Too many puzzles… I escape to this place to rid myself of puzzles. It will take six times as long for me to get there. It once was simple… ahhhhhhh!
I wish I knew where to go. I had so much to say and now anxiety has a bind on my thoughts. I am struggling internally… but something is brewing… I feel like it will flow soon. I am waiting for it. I am excited.Â
This happened several days ago.I was in the other world, talking with a little girl, aged approximately seven years. She asked me:”What’s the best day of your life?”I didn’t think too long, but I spoke without thinking. Me: Uh… tomorrow. Girl: But you don’t know what’s gonna happen to you tomorrow.Me: I know!Girl: Is that why it’s […]