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Monthly Archives: June 2009

I think it’s time I had a key

And i think we should know clearly who is saying what. I am getting confused. We are merging in ways I never thought we could. the mystery of this place has vanished for me and with it some of the allure. I liked the misty feeling. The fog. Now, it is too clear. We need […]

The Counting Has Ended. May it begin again.

The past three days have accumulated and I am back in the turmoil I was before. And I need to keep quiet about it. that’s part of the problem I think. i can’t express my self. I can’t explore things like I once did. In almost any area. I am saddened by this. I reach […]

Day 9

The beginning of the day. Can I get through it without being spotted. Or called to. i think so. I think I am safe for a while. Now my head is actually starting to clear. Just starting. It’s still hazy. i am still lost and confused. i didn’t wander last night. I am rebuilding.

8 days. For crying out loud, it’s been 8 days.

Im holding on. It’s been easier than I thought. In fact, sometimes I even laugh about it.

It’s been 7 days

7 days ago started a period of freedom for me that, despite some rough moments and heartfelt desires, I am grateful for. I needed this break. If only things could be different. But maybe someone is actually lending me a hand. i have broken down and prayed but maybe I have prayed for the wrong […]