This is the third day since the clock began again. THREE DAYS!!!!! Not even three whole days. This day just started. It feels like months. Honestly. I have no sense of time. And when this particular clock starts, strange things happen to my perception. I can’t expound upon it. Not yet. Not sure even how to if I could. It will be seven before I get a chance to deal with it I’m sure. That’s good. And with each day that passes, well… I was gonna say it gets easier but it really doesn’t. But hopefully it will.
I have a hard time being alone. being centered. I need to breathe. Breathe, A. Breathe.