I won that last battle. And now I am in the thick of the new one. Day 2. An enemy message from the old man in the secret place. Near the signs. I stayed away. I dreamed though. damn did I dream. I don’t remember the answer. Only the question. What happens when the enemy approaches? Do I give in so easily? Day 2! Damn. It feels like months. How does that happen with time?
So many enemies around. So much pressure form this place I escape from every day. How come I can’t live here in this world. It is quiet and peaceful. Strange, but peaceful.Â
I need to keep my mind from wondering. I need to occupy myself. I fidget. i search. I question. i get nothing done. I hate the world around me. I despise it.
Day 2. Shit! Only day 2.