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Monthly Archives: July 2009

Try Something New

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Instead of counting the days on end, try just subtracting the days that you don’t want. The good days will add up quicker. Third day is good, fourth day not so much, 4 minus 1 equals 3. Fifth day works, 5 minus 1 equals 4.  And do not mistake chains for a heavy weight in […]

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You Told Me

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Not to hit anything hard, so I didn’t. My hand still hurts from the last time.

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Never Speak of this Again

Saturday, July 11, 2009

But I think I may be going insane. And I don’t mind.

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I couldn’t make it a third day

Saturday, July 11, 2009

It may be a while before I start the counting over

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Day 2

Thursday, July 9, 2009

How long can I keep this up?

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Day 1

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

It begins again. I used to find people in the depths of the night to talk with and now it is all over. Why am I the one standing alone? Not moving on? I really did think there was something there. A secret little world of my own. Maybe that’s just what I crave. Something […]

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I have suddenly noticed my chains on me

Monday, July 6, 2009

even here, in this place. Were they always here? No. I don’t think so. But as of today they are. This is not the escape it used to be. Not at all. I want to break these chains, but they are growing. Quickly. Weighing me down.

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Tired. Really tired.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Wondering about day 8 and 9.

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Has it only been 3 Freakin’ days?

Thursday, July 2, 2009

This is the third day since the clock began again. THREE DAYS!!!!! Not even three whole days. This day just started. It feels like months. Honestly. I have no sense of time. And when this particular clock starts, strange things happen to my perception. I can’t expound upon it. Not yet. Not sure even how […]

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This world just got a little bigger

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Thank you for opening the door. I feel a bit more free actually. My perception of this place has changed. It is still a refuge however. It has rained in the place for what I think is over 12 years. The cloud follows me and I wont ask it to go away. I hate it. […]

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