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Monthly Archives: August 2009

The More I Try

Friday, August 21, 2009

I have gotten lost in the world outside. An unexpected fork in the road that looked promising but has led me to lands unknown and haunting. Is time different here. How have I let years go by outside that mean nothing. Tonight I find a cave and curl up. I will not look to return […]

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Candles Candles Candles

Saturday, August 15, 2009

They help you see in the dark. They start things on fire. The make you warm when you are cold. I sing you a happy happy day around our fire. Hope it is a good one my friend. I wish we were both here and not where we are.

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Why I Wait

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

There are a hundred reasons that I do not try to find the time for what I have on my list of most important things to me to do next. I know, I just know, that I will get interrupted momentarily. A most pathetic reason for apathy.

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A Little Cracked

Friday, August 7, 2009

I don’t know why I would think I had not been affected, that my shell would remain in tact through all of this, but I realized, even with much work to do, that saying the words came a bit too late. I thought I was free of it, I thought I protected myself. But I […]

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I had a brief spout of anxiety last night.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Then 138 minutes of peace. I wish that peace would last. Now, today, I am okay… though a little anxious.  Getting anxious.  I really hate being caged. Trapped. Answerable to someone. And here I am answerable to lots of people.

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This is hard

Saturday, August 1, 2009

This is very hard. This is actually eating me up inside. I can’t stand it. Day 5. Day 5 is killing me.

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Oh boy…

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I want to break a self imposed rule here and talk to you about this.   Damn.    It’s day 5 for me. Day 5.

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