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Five seconds later

Monday, January 30, 2012

I find myself standing in a pool of my own making. The revelation is that all of my best relationships in life have been based on a fight. There are few, if any, I would burn in hell for that I haven’t dragged through the torment that is my mind, and vice versa. I stare […]

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Make it louder

Monday, January 30, 2012

The mistake is often made to think a tear a sign of weakness. Believe me, no one wants to see me cry. I worry the anger is so deep I fear myself most days. I know what comes next, I just question if I have to go through all the monumental failures repeated by so […]

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I don’t know where to go

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Sad. Well, maybe sad is not the word. Lost? yes. I wish I could go home. I wish I had a home to go to. I will get there and I will feel the same way as I do now. I can’t escape it, I know. Why? There’s no place to go. I think I […]

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WHO AM I?

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

By: me I’m lost. Sad. Do I suffer from depression or am I just sad. It’s funny, I really do wish I was more liked. I’m not sure why. Probably because I don’t really like myself too much. That’s an issue. I’m tired.  

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I smell something burning

Sunday, January 8, 2012

And I am not quite sure if I want to look up and find that the house is on fire or that my mind is telling me that my days are numbered. I worry easily that I will end before the story does. And yet I sit here and do nothing to put the finishing […]

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