Arthurs’ Journey

I’ve been on the ride so long I have memorized every curve, every bump, every turn in the tracks, and yet I do not see that I am simply going around in circles over and over again. NOt sure if I can still bleed, I pinch myself now and then when the turn feels a little sharper than the last time. I wonder what it feels like if the whole thing came crashing down on me. And then I remember I am still on the ride and have no idea if anyone is at the controls. I stare off into the horizon and wait for the day to change, and watch again as the day passes one more time, then I sit and stare off into the horizon waiting for the day to change, and watch as the the passes one more time, and then…