In just the few minutes, if it was that long, I have forgotten what I was going to say. I am losing time constantly. Losing pieces of my mind. Forgetting who I am, who I was, what I wanted. I started this year off so differently. I was anticipating the next 10 months and the 2 previous. Not that a mark of time means anything to me. Not like I haven’t marked and missed each moment over the past 6 years with hopeful expectations. The world will be better if I start this on this date and it means something to me. I have forgotten what I wanted to write and yet I am still writing. Avoiding the work I need to do, in place of the work I want to do. Where do I start now? What do I pick up first? Will any of it mean anything again? Is it all downhill from here? I enjoy the climb but I am tired. Can I rest for a while?
Drowning
This was written by art. Posted on Thursday, June 19, 2014, at 11:41 pm. Filed under The Revelation. Bookmark the permalink. Follow comments here with the RSS feed. Both comments and trackbacks are currently closed.